A tear from Him

           There is a day when i am going back to home, no dinner because i am late to have it after i went to church. Fine, i am thinking that who will be with me to go nearby and have my food, hungry is a thing that i can't tahan on it. Then my father is going with me but he seems like not happy or what. He loves me so much and he go with me.
             

    We are having a conversation about to get a Tv instead of having nothing else.I am asking him whether we can buy a new monitor for the CPU that have not start for a long time at the stores. I am worry about the data all inside the RAM. This is not the important part of the story today.
The things happened when i was eating my nasi goreng, i did not know that my dad is crying with tear on his eyes. i feels like,"Oh, what did I said wrongly until he will be crying, am I a good boy or a good son in that situation." There is a weird and super quiet times we both did not say a word.
                    After i was home, i told to my bro and sister....the story end with a question: how can I  get used to know my father more?' Even at home we are seldom have a heart-to-heart talk.....Dad, i will be one of your supporter , please don't hesitated to tell me the truth when i am getting bigger and wiser.